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You're happy now?

 "You're happy now"


I'm writing,

Yes! I bought a yellow dairy.

I'm looking at the moon,

Yes! I don't tell people about you. 


I'm not getting jealous after reading your poems those you wrote for someone.

Yes! I'm not reading your poems anymore.

Actually, I haven't seen that book in a while,

yes! I have kept your book in the corner of the my bookshelf. 


I'm not waiting for your good morning, good night message anymore,

yes! I blocked your number.

I forgot your real name.

yes! i stopped looking at your profile. 


What colour shirt are you wearing,

yes! I didn't see your photos.

You don't come into my dreams anymore,

Yes, I don't study physics anymore. 


I'm not feeling my heartbeat in my body,

Yes! I'm not feeling you. 

I'm completely out of your thought's,

Yes! I'm not thinking about you all day along. 


I'm on the roof of my house,

Yes! I can't sleep at night.

I'm not waiting for you,

Yes! I'm so far away from you. 


I've gone far away from you,

yes! I can't smell your mild itar.

you're happy now,

Yes, I don't love you like before.





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