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First kiss

"First kiss"

After waiting for a full 10 months, 18 days, and 6 hours,
I saw his shadow coming from the main door.
He was fair and tall with big eyes and long eyelashes!
He walked slowly and reached me.

He was standing right in front of me.
I didn't believe it that he was there, so I tried to touch him.
Before my hands could reach him,
he held my hand.
He was really there, I told myself.

He entangled his fingers with mine.
My heart started beating faster.
He came a little closer to me.
Maybe he could hear my heartbeat.

There was a mild scent coming from him.
I've smelled that scent before.
The scent he left in my room after he met me for the last time.
He hasn't started wearing any perfume yet.
It was his own scent.

He let go of my hand and hugged me tightly.
I could feel his warm breath on my neck.
He kissed my neck and looked into my eyes.
Now I could feel his warm breath on my face, and I closed my eyes.

This warm breath was slowly reaching my lips.
Now his breath had merged with mine.
When I opened my eyes, I saw that he too had closed his eyes.
I realized that like me, this was his first kiss too.

He still had his eyes closed.
His body was warmer than before.
I tried to free myself from his grip.
He hugged me more tightly.

After remaining like this for some time,
he released me from his hold.
His fingerprints were left on my waist, my arms, and my neck.
He left his mild scent on my body.
He looked straight into my eyes and walked out the main door.




Pictures credit - Pintrest

 

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